“I … believe in God and I have a lot of faith in that, so I just felt like you don’t mess with things like that,” she says in the February issue. “And I guess deep down I really felt like either this is not going to happen for me or it is. You know what I mean? And if it is, it will. And if it’s not, it’s not going to.”
Okay-I have to say I have been on the internet a lot. My husband says I am a little obsessed. I am not!! alright!..maybe a little..but there is so much great and interesting articles and blogs...about everything. Anyways, I found my mind wanders towards different issues. Right now it is a little negative. Maybe because I am about to start IVf soon, I am feeling proud and defensive at the same time. What I find myself reading is this: people who are saying "you should not use IUI or IVF, you should adopt because it is better for the environment. I find it condescending and well rude. Then they bring up the religious part..that it is god's will why we are suffering. Yeah..maybe I am becoming too sensitive..but this bothers me..a lot.
It could be just my PMS talking..but this really has started to become more relevant in what I am reading. I never understood why people were so hush hush about infertility and iui and ivf. I am starting to understand the taboo more now.
you know I think I am just going to keep positive and read from the Stirrups Queen blog...
