Tuesday, February 1, 2011
I actually remember my dream last night
I needed this dream, I have been working overtime lately. I worked 7 days straight without a break, and finally today I got a break. And I checked out...watched the view and all my favorite episodes of Oprah. Smiles..:) I am so happy. Did a little laundry and now as I blog, I have a beef stew cooking on the stove. Okay..the honest truth...I cut the vegetables and my renaissance of a husband is really tending to our beef stew. I will blog about how I do not cook very well on my other blog! lol
So I will end this blog post with what is going on with me in the whole infertility situation. As of last week..I am going to be stalled one more month. I am very very...(did I say very) distraught about this. Bottom line..it is about the financial sum. it is so much..and well...I do not have it right now. It hopefully will be next month. I really want it to be..but this is got to be teaching me something right? I think it is patience. At least that is what I have to tell myself. There really is no other choice.
So..the negative thoughts I have in my head: I am being left behind..I am still not able to get into the mommies club. AHHHH!!!
lesson: patience..this gives me time to take care of my health and focus on yoga and writing..being creative.
At this moment I am fine. We will see where I am tomorrow.
Hugs to you all and I hope you all are doing good.
Sending positive vibes to all of you:)