This morning at 4:30am I went to the bathroom and I went to the bathroom. I wiped and did my usual inspection. There was blood. I thought I was having another dream. I had a dream just last week that I saw blood. it was just like my dream, but I was awake. I went into the bedroom and told my husband, there is blood. I tried to remain calm, because all the books say during this part of the first trimester, there may be some spotting. So I tried to sleep, but that was so not happening. I grabbed my phone and had to check if Clewis was pregnant....she is YAY!!!! please congratulate her,.....I am so happy for her!!
I tried to go to sleep after commented and congratulating Clewis, but i had to go and check if there was more blood. I went..and there was. This is when I lost it. I started crying and my husband just kept on saying this is normal, but call the doctor. I did, and they said, this may be normal or could be the start of a miscarriage..so go to your nearest ER.
We went, and I have never been so stressed. There was no talking in the car or on the wait. I just wanted to know if i couldsee my baby is still alive.
Bottom line, the doctor came in. No ultra sound. I was furious..he could only see if my cervix was closed. The Cervix is closed..but no ultrasound.
UNBELIEVABLE!
I have to wait for my doctor to call me today, I guess i will have to wait!
wait to see if this is a miscarriage..
wait to see more blood
wait to see if I am in more pain
Wait for my ultrasound on Thursday.
I just feel okay...I am hoping and praying this is just normal spotting. Why the heck am I spotting, I still do not understand. I am really angry right now..and wish I has some answers!!!
Hang in there, Girl! I know staying calm is quite impossible when we see that unwanted color, but try to stay positive! Spotting can be quite frequent in the 1T, and I am hoping you will get some re-assuring news from the docs very very soon!
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Oh no! I am so sorry you are stressing and spotting. I would be freaking out too :(I also know it is very common for spotting and some women spot through their whole first trimester. I am sure you are going to be just fine. I hope you get a call from your doctor soon though so you can put your mind at ease. Hang in there!!
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you feel and how terrified you must be. My husband and I are also trying to conceive and any spot of blood terrifies me. Stay strong!! it does sound impossible but it's the only option right now. Try to stay busy until the doctor calls, and good luck! I hope everything is ok, I'm praying for you.
ReplyDeleteOh dear, I really really hope this is ok. Since you have had spotting before this so perhaps its all ok. Do let us know when you find out. I hope so much this is ok, you really dont deserve this. Stay strong and keep that hope alive. I bet your baby is a strong one!!
ReplyDeleteOh and thanks for mentioning me, So sweet.
ReplyDeleteOh how scary. I've had spotting too and remember the wait from spotting to scan and it's impossible to relax or be calm. I hope you can distract yourself and get some reassurance really soon. Thinking of you!
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